Inamorata... where art thou...
"Devil's Diary"
How pained I am, by the look on your face, as your tears fall down to the floor.
It is of hate, confusion and sadness, a medley not at all appreciated by myself.
Of course, it is not because I hate you, it is because I love you, and want you.
I cannot let you stay with me, for that will tarnish and stain your beauty.
I cannot let the divinity within you be blemished by my evil ways and thoughts.
That is right, I, the demon, fell for an angel, I, so worthless, found love.
I, so incompetent, was shown it, I at the mercy of my beloved angel, but...
we must part, I cannot let the laws be broken, the harmony must return.
Between good and evil the balance must be kept, for you with me disturbs it.
You and I both know that this is best for us, or we simply vanish, no trace.
I yearn for you, the very second I let you go, but remember, I with the dead heart,
found it beat, and beat only for you, and none else, remember me, up in heaven.
As you, an angel, one of purity and beauty, are able to charm me, one with no passion,
one with no feelings at all, or so this one thought, until you come,now these diaries I write.
How useless it may seem yet I do it, for you, others will simply sway me in another direction.
It is only you who truly understands me, the evil, it is not because I wish to do so.
It was because I was made to do so, I never wanted this, and as of yesteryear..
all I ever wanted... was you....
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Sadness came, and I let him live here, for good.
How pained I am, by the look on your face, as your tears fall down to the floor.
It is of hate, confusion and sadness, a medley not at all appreciated by myself.
Of course, it is not because I hate you, it is because I love you, and want you.
I cannot let you stay with me, for that will tarnish and stain your beauty.
I cannot let the divinity within you be blemished by my evil ways and thoughts.
That is right, I, the demon, fell for an angel, I, so worthless, found love.
I, so incompetent, was shown it, I at the mercy of my beloved angel, but...
we must part, I cannot let the laws be broken, the harmony must return.
Between good and evil the balance must be kept, for you with me disturbs it.
You and I both know that this is best for us, or we simply vanish, no trace.
I yearn for you, the very second I let you go, but remember, I with the dead heart,
found it beat, and beat only for you, and none else, remember me, up in heaven.
As you, an angel, one of purity and beauty, are able to charm me, one with no passion,
one with no feelings at all, or so this one thought, until you come,now these diaries I write.
How useless it may seem yet I do it, for you, others will simply sway me in another direction.
It is only you who truly understands me, the evil, it is not because I wish to do so.
It was because I was made to do so, I never wanted this, and as of yesteryear..
all I ever wanted... was you....
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Sadness came, and I let him live here, for good.
